Heyy,

I'm noticing as a person that I am growing up. Not growing up as in taller or suddenly understanding life isn't all aboout me, I did that a while ago, but I mean I realized one night walking hoem from work around midnight that I'm grateful for about everything. Everything I've gone through has made me who I am so why should I be ashamed of it? If I didn't burry everyone that I've burried or gone through the family issues I have I would be just another girl without any perspective on anything so I think it's time for me to aknowledge that I am changing, the way I look at photography is changing, my writing is changing but I don't think it's so much change in my own eyes as it is for others that know me,its more along the lines of me becoming more of what I am and to others, thats a change becasue they don't know who I am.

Jael